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lastvoyages: Pre-Flood; Private to Steph
Jun. 13th, 2012 05:12 pm[OOC: After this.]
[First bad sign; the video keeps cutting in and out, showing the gym. Second bad sign: the gym lights are flickering uncontrollably and starting to drop sparks. Third bad sign: random flashes of blue light while Wanda cries uncontrollably.]
That son of a bitch...
That son of a bitch.
Oh Gods, Steph, I gotta talk to you now. Or I'm gonna kill him. I'm gonna kill them both. That evil bastard and his sycophantic, whiny Warden boyfriend both. What gives him the right? What gives him the right? Why does he get his powers back when I've had to tough it out without them?
I'm gonna tell everyone. I'm gonna tell every fucking one that Lord Erik Lehnsherr gets to have his powers back while the rest of us struggle and suffer, because HE'S CHARLES XAVIER'S FRIEND.
I never understood before how he could possibly stand by and let my father put me away in that horrible place without doing anything. But now I do. It's because he has his balls in Erik's back pocket. It doesn't matter who Erik hurts, that son of a bitch will just make excuses for him!
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Date: 2012-06-14 12:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-06-14 12:47 am (UTC)spam, or did you want to do something with leh log?
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Date: 2012-06-14 12:53 am (UTC)After everything I went through...the helplessness, the pain, the anger...after even agreeing to put up with getting my birthright back by degrees when being without it scares me to death...
...my abuser gets someone who should be watching out for all of us advocating for full return of his powers out of sheer fucking bias.
I can't take this. I can't take it. They're never going to be punished for what they did to me. That's bad enough, but now this?
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Date: 2012-06-14 12:58 am (UTC)[ Let the floor crumble if it wants, Steph is running to her inmate's side. ]
Hey. Hey, look at me Wanda.
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Date: 2012-06-14 01:04 am (UTC)That's why Xavier let me suffer all those years while doing nothing! Because he cares about that monster above everyone else! More than everyone else put together! He stood there and let me go through the injections and the shock treatments and the imprisonments and always being in the goddamned straitjacket because he's not a good man, he's not a good man at all! He's so biased toward Magneto that he let all that happen, and now he's going to let him get away with just as bad here!
He's going to get coddled and cushioned from the very thing that made my stay here so painful, when Magneto is entirely the reason I have problems in the first place! He did this to me! He'll never be punished for it, never, never...neither of them will ever be punished for it, but I have been punished...Xavier shelters him just like he shelters him here!
[A light fixture literally explodes in a shower of sparks.]
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Date: 2012-06-14 01:08 am (UTC)He's not the same man, Wanda. You're only hurting yourself right now. Just breathe.
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Date: 2012-06-14 01:11 am (UTC)And it doesn't change the fact that the ones who did this to me will never be punished when they deserve to die.
And why should that son of a bitch get his powers back when the rest of us have had to struggle through without? If I had had my powers I would never have been kidnapped, or threatened, or hurt. Why shouldn't that horrible piece of shit have to tough it through as well?
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Date: 2012-06-14 01:14 am (UTC)[spam]
Date: 2012-06-14 01:50 am (UTC)Don't you see? Back home there's nothing for me. Because of him. Nobody in that world cares about me, certainly not enough to bring him to justice. He's gonna get away with it. Because I have to give up revenge to get out of here, he's going to get away with it.
I never want to go home. I never want to go to a world with an Erik Lehnsherr on it. Never.
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Date: 2012-06-14 01:52 am (UTC)Hey, it's okay. You don't have to. You can go anywhere you want. You don't ever have to see him again.
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Date: 2012-06-14 02:06 am (UTC)[spam]
Date: 2012-06-14 02:11 am (UTC)Then you don't have to go there. We can figure something out. And when you're ready, if you want to, you can go back. Nobody's going to make you do anything.
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Date: 2012-06-14 02:22 am (UTC)[Things around them are slowly returning to normal, but Wanda is going straight from pain and outrage to depression.]
I wish Erik Lehnsherr did not exist. Anywhere, in any incarnation. No more Magnetos. That's what I want. No more Magnetos.
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Date: 2012-06-14 02:33 am (UTC)I hate them both. Why does being better than them mean I get to suffer more?
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Date: 2012-06-14 02:37 am (UTC)'Cause you're stronger than them. You're better and stronger, and you can take more than they can.
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Date: 2012-06-14 02:41 am (UTC)I don't want to suffer anymore. I am tired of pain and trials and loss and my boyfriend and friends going away and everything else. I had it under control until Xavier decided that Magneto is more important than all the other Inmates put together. I had it under control even with all the bad. But...
I just can't take anymore.
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Date: 2012-06-14 02:50 am (UTC)I wish that I could tell every mutant on my world what they're really like. I wish I could out them. To the X-men, to the Brotherhood, to everyone. If they're going to do that to me they shouldn't be able to lie to everyone and pretend to be heroes.
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I still have half a mind to out this Xavier now. But it would cause a riot.
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